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Two months ago, I wanted to run for class monitor. I needed to speak in front of the class. But I 【小题1】 afraid that my classmates would not like me if I lost. I wrote for the talk, and checked carefully to make sure there weren’t any mistakes. Every day I asked myself 【小题2】 practise hard. I felt that I had a great chance of beating others.

When the final day came, the situation wasn’t 【小题3】 I had pictured. I spoke as much as I could. However, few people really listened. Saylor spoke after me, quickly but clearly. We could see her nice plan to build 【小题4】 better class. My words were much more boring than hers. At last, I lost. I felt 【小题5】 bad that I stayed outside the classroom after every class. But later, I found that everyone forgot about it. Nothing changed.