The night before my math test, I felt like I couldn’t do anything right. All I wanted to do was skip school (逃学). I didn’t feel prepared. I was so stressed out from balancing soccer and school. Although I studied for over 5 hours reviewing everything, I went to sleep with a feeling that I was going to fail. I hate failure. It’s the worst feeling ever. What was wrong with me? I should have believed in myself and expected to get an A, but my mind was in a different direction. The next morning, I walked to school not ready to conquer this day.
I got into the exam room and forgot almost everything that I studied. It disappeared from my mind like dropping cotton candy into water. I felt dizzy (头晕的). It was like I could see myself in the future fearing the moment when I finally got my score. I decided to take a bathroom break. It might help me cool off and get everything I studied back into my mind. It didn’t work. Standing in the bathroom I felt as if I was never going to succeed. But I had to return to the room. At last, I just wrote down as much as I knew and turned in my test.
After the test I heard everyone else in the class saying how easy the test was. My eyes twitched (抽动) and I felt a tear flowing down.Why did I have anxiety? Why couldn’t I be normal?
I texted my parents, saying I was a failure. They replied, “I’m sorry you didn’t do well. But you can’t always be perfect. Doing your best is all that matters.” I learned a lesson from what they said, I guess. I can’t always be perfect. It’s important to study hard, but I shouldn’t stick to perfectionism. Having a positive mentality is the main way I will get a good grade. Science test tomorrow and I will think positive.
【小题1】What was the author’s major problem before the math test?A.He lacked confidence in himself. | B.He failed to make preparations. |
C.He spent little time in studying. | D.He had little interest in math. |
A.To think of a solution. | B.To recall his knowledge. |
C.To estimate his test score. | D.To review his note. |
A.Relaxed. | B.Sad. | C.Touched. | D.Excited. |
A.Paying no attention to test score. | B.Studying in a positive way to be perfect. |
C.Owning a suitable attitude to the test. | D.Trying to become perfect step by step. |