I could not have been better prepared for the talk, my first conference presentation as a PhD student. I had learned my speech by heart, and I had practiced the answers to potential audience questions. The day before the talk,alone in my room, I felt confident. But as soon as the moderator invited me on stage, I felt like I was walking the plank. I was overwhelmed by a fear I had experienced too many times before — the fear of getting stuck because of my stutter (口吃).
Looking for a strategy to deal with my stutter, I realized I could speak smoothly when I recited text I had learned by heart. But this wasn’t a realistic approach for the entirety of my university training. I needed another tool. I tried speech therapy(治疗), but the exercises I learned there didn’t make much of a difference. To stop my stutter from affecting my new career, I would need a more drastic intervention.
After much hesitation, I decided to finally try psychoanalysis (心理疗法) to confront my deep feelings of shame related to my stutter. With the help of my therapist, I slowly realized the real problem was not the stutter itself; it was my fear of stuttering. I decided to get rid of that fear. It took me about a year to spit out during one of the weekly sessions that I love myself as I am. Stutter or not, I was going to pursue my desired career in science.
My first chance to test my newfound confidence by speaking in public arrived at a departmental meeting at the institute where I was a research assistant. I presented my data to 25 or30 people — and received compliments for my speech for the very first time. I returned home excited, relieved, and, most of all, proud.
Now, I no longer shun public speaking; instead, I actively seek opportunities to be on the stage. It is rewarding and inspiring, and I feel excited to have a good story to share. And if I happen to stutter along the way, so be it.
【小题1】What can be learned about the author?A.He had a poor memory. |
B.He was often misunderstood. |
C.He was ashamed to try any therapy. |
D.He focused much on whether he could speak smoothly. |
A.Speech therapy. | B.Mental treatment. |
C.Making new friends. | D.Talking more with others. |
A.Instructive. | B.Successful. |
C.Awkward. | D.Ridiculous. |
A.If you think you can, you can. |
B.The shortest answer is doing. |
C.All things come to those who wait. |
D.You’re unique,and nothing can replace you. |